Ahh…relief is finally here…somewhat. I get two ays off – in a row! Whoo Hoo! But I have to get up at the butt-crack of dawn (8:00) to take my car to get the oil changed. *sigh* Dah well…at least I get to go shopping after that! Yea! (That’s right…I like to go shopping…but usually when it’s for me, or if I am spending someone else’s money on someone else.)

I’m going to Walmart to get some jeans and possibly a rolly-chair for my desk.

I got another letter from Natalie. I was surprised that she wrote back so soon. So I wrote her back this afternoon. It was about 5 pages, and took about an hour. But I haven’t sent it yet because I like to re-write letters (so I have a copy) and so there are no mistakes in the one I send. (Which means I will have written 10 pages) But that’s ok…this journal is up to about 70 pages so far.

I worked a little more on The Spot tonight. I have a sketch of the new design on a 8×15 sheet of paper, and some/most of the stuff filled in. There will be a top 5 list, funny disclaimer, calendar, info/latest journal teaser, pic of the day or week, or minute…I don’t know yet, and a menu bar. I know it sounds lame, but the sweeping colors on a mow-changed black background, and cool scripting requirements make it pretty cool. Never fear though…the design will be under construction once complete. That’s just the way I am. Once I have it up and finally finished, I will start an entirely new look and design so that I have something to do in my spare time. Although once the circumstances are present for me to have this site, sparetime will be hard to come by; so a new design will be a long time away.

On another note…the womenz. I feel myself reaching the point where I am comfortable being single. But it is sooo hard when a cute Baylor girl pulls through the drive-thru and smiles…at me! I do my best just to serve her food and play neutral to her (and her smile, hair cut, car, and just her in general). But I will most likely never see her again, and if I do, we’ll see what happens. Anyway…Amy not communicating , me finding out that Amanda has been liking another guy (after I buy her stuff…another reason I don’t buy things for a girl unless I want to put money into a relationship), and not taking interest in Jackie (or any other home-town girl) has brought my attention to a certain work God is doing. He’s keeping me single so I can focus on work, get promoted, move out, go back to school, and get a better job, ultimately serving Him…somehow. I’m not quite sure what I want to do though. I had plans, but they fell through; I’ve made far-fetched plans and found that they are not-so-far-fetched…but for some reason that discourages me. I guess I like things to be complicated, but without affecting consequences that bring me harm. (i.e. programming AI into a calculator doesn’t hurt me if I could do it when people said I couldn’t).

But anyway…it’s close to bed time. Laterz.

  • Song in my head: My own worst enemy – LIT
  • Craving: Egg inside my toast
  • Mood: Revelated/Concerned
  • Thought: “A year and a half known as DQ…now I am living the actual meaning of DQ Dude…the DQ Guy. It used to be just a title, background meaning, and Internet Identity. (Not to mention a plug for my store.)
  • Quote: “Caution: SLOW CHILDREN at play” – Road Sign, of etbustudents.cc and etubers.com
Categories: LifetsnVolume 1

Neo

I'm Neo, creator of the-spot.net. This journal is a digital form of the paperback journal that I kept each day from December 21, 2002 until March 23, 2003. It details my life experiences during those three months: the transition from college sophomore to adult, interactions with my parents, and general life after leaving the private college on-campus "bubble". These days I'm much better now, and living on my own. I haven't talked to my parents since May 2005 when my brother graduated high school.