Busy Busy Busy! All day today we were jumping at DQ. There was a funeral and everybody and their mom came to eat lunch today. Everybody but me, that is. I had to wait 2 hours after my scheduled break time before I could grab a seat to eat one small bowl of chili.

Working with a minor that has a crush on me doesn’t help either πŸ˜‰ …Amanda will ask me any “stupid” question she can so that she has a reason to talk or stand near me. She likes to whine a lot, but it gets on my nerves, whereas it may turn on other guys.

Tanya and Mike were almost fired today because their mom is causing too many problems with scheduling them. Either they will quit, or Steve will fire them when they don’t show up one time. That’s the rules. Although a lot went on today at DQ, there is not much to talk about.

We, my stepdad and I, went driving tonight. It was my first noght-driving lesson. I did pretty well because I have been watching everyone’s driving when I ride somewhere at school We went to Wal-mart in Mexia, and I got some hep string to fix my necklace that Kim and MindeMae made me one night when MindyMae was on duty as an RA in Maybee lobby. I have worn it for about 3 months non-stop because I didn’t have any string to fix it. (It got too ragged from tying and untying, so I tied it in a knot and clipped it.)

I’m beat and full. I ate all the leftovers in the fridge tonight while watching Mrs. Doubtfire on Fox, I believe. So I guess that is all for tonight.

I thought of Amy today, and as I sat down to start writing. I have to reqrite her letter so I have a copy and don’t repeat myself when I write again. She hasn’t called, but I am not fretting about it. I have come to grips that we were really good friends (and still are, as far as I know) but we were not boyfriend/girlfriend, just dating. As much as I would like to change that and take it further, I cannot. Not until I talk to her, and even then I expect to be rejected (as that is what I am used to from girls). So I will just not even bring it up…she will πŸ˜‰ . I can talk to girls, or anyone really, and they will bring up something I want to talk about, without me mentioning it. ANYWAY…to the letter.

Laterz.

Song in my head: “In the end” – Linkin Park
Craving: Acorn Squash
Mood: Worn-out/Stuffed
Thought: “Cute girls at walmart…No! probably too young…gonna…stay…single…unless only one person offers, Amy. No others for now…Look girls, I’m dressed nice; but I am carrying string for a necklace…no, stay here, stay single, go home.”
Quote: “Don’t you wish you could take a still frame of your day, look at it, and say ‘This isn’t my life’?” – Robin Williams, Mrs. Doubtfire

Categories: LifeVolume 1

Neo

I'm Neo, creator of the-spot.net. This journal is a digital form of the paperback journal that I kept each day from December 21, 2002 until March 23, 2003. It details my life experiences during those three months: the transition from college sophomore to adult, interactions with my parents, and general life after leaving the private college on-campus "bubble". These days I'm much better now, and living on my own. I haven't talked to my parents since May 2005 when my brother graduated high school.