During church today I had time to think on my invention for a flying car. I tried to pay attention, but he didn’t have us look anything up in the bible, and I couldn’t read my bible, lest I be rude having my head facing my lap while he talked. So I stared straight at him, and thought. It’s basically a small airplane, made of hard plastic, instead of metal, so it wouldn’t be heavy. I won’t go into much detail, but Lockheed and Boeing both have the technology I need, and are using it in their latest fighter jets that can hover. They’re pretty neat.

Anyway, I finished up a rough drawing of one side-shot for the vehicle and am working on a top view. It’s hard because I am doing it by hand, and if I mess up, I have to start over. It’s pretty sleek and curvy. I don’t know how well it will fly though, but I am only doing this on paper.

I didn’t get to write Jay’s letter today. I wasn’t motivated. I did go driving and that caused me all kinds of problems with the parents. I had to explain why I almost ran a red light. The truth is I just didn’t see it. The sounds of the car and air got me thinking, and I was thinking of a song in my head too. Plus the sun shining directly on the reflectors of the light made them all look lite or dim, which is probably why it didn’t catch my attention.

Anyway, once that subsided, I watched Everwood, Gilmore Girls, Simpson’s, Simpson’s again, and then cleaned my bathroom. that’s my night in a nutshell.

I finished my brother’s computer, and just as expected, he turned it into a video game machine, and shortly after became bored with it. If it were my, I would be thinking of all kinds of things to do with it. I’d probably write my story, transfer my journal to my computer, create a website, play music, watch movies, maybe play a game (although my video games are over-played to me). Lately, well all last semester, I didn’t play many games on my computer. I did play Age of Empires a couple times when I first got to school..but that was because I hadn’t made a conscious effort to meet up with my friends, and was interested in a certain girl, who was consequently leading me on.

I learned the signs of that though through her, and I thank her for showing me that. I’m not quite sure she knows exactly who she is though. However, she did get upset that I hadn’t spoken to her for a while afterward. A month and a half…she had been counting. That was very interesting to find out about girls. I may never understand them completely, but I shall try.

Back to computers though. I found a program that allowed me to get all kinds of music and stuff, so I built my Internet radio back up and worked on the technology for broadcasting that. (Which, by the way, I had completed the technology for broadcasting live video and creating a cooking show, but never got the chance to air it, as I had to leave school.)  Then I started etbustudents.cc IV, but the site was blocked after a publicity stunt. So etbuers.com began development by a “new” staff. Same old people, but less, and with new names. We got a design for a forum up and running, but never settled on a design for the site. A new radio station (WZUP) was in the making for the Spring Semester…as well as the web site’s release date…but it never happened.

I had also acquired other technology, and developed it for improving our Internet service. I learned how to use eBay and a partner and I decided to hit the area garage sales, go in 50-50, sell it on eBay and go out 50-50. That never worked out, although with some planning it has potential. I got some hardware to use, as well as made some, and I got some software to use, as well as learn to use various free things to make what I needed to do. Everything was underway, but it never came together. So now I must wait until I move out before anything can resume.

Although, I will probably do nothing more than get a website running and talk to my friends for an hour or so while I am updating my site. So that’s it for tonight. Laterz.

  • Song in my head: Spirit Thing – Newsboys
  • Craving: Cinnamon Rolls
  • Mood: Ingenious / Semi-sick
  • Thought: “Why can’t one side of my brain do one thing, and the other do something else? I suppose it can since I am singing a song in my head, but am not writing down those words.”
  • Quote: “Happiness is having friends who laugh at your stories when they’re not so good, and sympathize with you in your troubles even when they’re not so bad.” – Winning Attitudes Perpetual Calendar, Oct 15
Categories: LifetsnVolume 2

Neo

I'm Neo, creator of the-spot.net. This journal is a digital form of the paperback journal that I kept each day from December 21, 2002 until March 23, 2003. It details my life experiences during those three months: the transition from college sophomore to adult, interactions with my parents, and general life after leaving the private college on-campus "bubble". These days I'm much better now, and living on my own. I haven't talked to my parents since May 2005 when my brother graduated high school.